I'm fuckin DONE with you

I'm done with every sh*t about a guy. I mean, it's always me who get the feeling. Maybe, I'm to sensitive, or i don't know! The thing is, I always make the same mistake, always think that he likes me, when he actually doesn't. I know that every girl have this idea that somehow a guy likes her when he just being polite or being friendly, or maybe I was being used.

This feeling is so complicated, just like my heart. He really is complicated. Well, me actually. Despite of being honest, I choose being arrogant and so selfish. So, this is what I got! He really bailed on me! He dumped me (well, actually not, cause we're not together or whatever)

I know deep deep in my heart that I still love him, missing him, missing when we're study together for an exam. Cause I think we could be a good team. He's good at school, and well, I'm just fine. So, it's like we need each other.

I'm f*cking crazy about him, sometimes I walk a little faster in a school hall way just to get as far away from you, sometimes I have a little extra time in the morning just to impress you. But sadly, guess you don't notice, guess you don't need this, and you're not seeing what've you missing.

In the outside shining away, in the inside dying to say. That I love you AR

Now, everything is different. We never talk like we used to, never sit next to each other, never laughing together, you never flirt me, we never smile at each other. We never doing anything fun together anymore. I miss you AR, but I can't show what I feel about you. Cause, likely you have your own girl now. She's prettier, richer, great at sport, and she's a good girl.

I hope that you'll always be happy. 

xoxo

This Girl