It's been almost 4 years since I posted on this blog. Nothing changes, my feeling is still the same. I still love him as much as the day I realized it. Also, he's still doesn't even recognize that I'm here, watching over him, care about him, really wanna talk to him, wanna make him laugh.
Ugh, I know I know , this is exhausting. I know that I need to stop loving him, I come to realize that in many years I can't open up my heart for another man. Cause it's already filled in by him. Today, I wait for him, just for me to see his beautiful face again. In a really hot day, I sit still in patience. waiting for him to come.
Thanks God, today I see his face longer than yesterday. I'm really grateful for that.
This time, I don't even care if he likes me or not. I just wanna keep my feeling until its fade away naturally (I wish).
xoxo
This Girl
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