TR ♥

OMG !!!!!!!!!!

You will never believe this, cause I also not believing in this weird situation, not weird but I’m just feeling happy like I’m flying onto the sky, butterfly flying in my stomach and I was like the dumb ass sitting in front of a PC while opening her mouth, yeah I was stoked. Ok, here’s the thing

"HE MESSAGED ME ON FACEBOOK"

Oh I can’t even think of it my heart skipping a beat, and I still can’t breathing. It was so incredible feeling. We never been have such a chatty chat before, but as always I seemed dumb at the conversation. I even did the silly thing for about 2 times in like 5 talk. But then I realized something, I always be good at dealing with a guy, I mean I always look like I’m a smart girl. Ye know? Like convincing with all of my incredible words, and my smart eyes. They always look stupid when they are talking to me, but in 3 years seeing him, 1 year be a classmate I always look like I’m a stupid girl instead. That’s what he does to me. Making me like a silly donkey. And I can’t even beat with it.

well, he was just talked to me as a friend though. But I want that situation since the first place, being a good friend, chatting about stuff, watching a movie with some other friends. I don’t want any love relation anyway. That my life principal.

I just like him, I like you TR  ♥

Xoxo This Girl

Ramadan Mubarak

Here I am, in my room. No one could never disturb me, sitting in a couch while grabbing my mockingjay book by Suzanne Collins, ye know the last book trilogy of hunger games. It's Ramadan Mubarak now, I'm so excited in this month of blessing, month of forgiving, I love you Allah. <3

Xoxo This Girl

Introducing Him

So, I'm feeling like I want to share about my love life. ok, I had a crush on someone when I was at 10th grade. He's my classmate and he sit right next to me. He is handsome with his curly black hair and his old lame green jacket. Everyone said that he looked awful with that jacket but I wasn't think that way. He is funneeh and also smart, but sometimes he can be so serious. We kinda had a competition in class but still wee had a great relationship as a friend back then, since I chased his dream to entered the best class in a 11th grade he turned out acting like he don't like me at all. That makes me wanna cry, he rarely smile at me, greet me or doing anything as a friend. I wasn't looking forward for a relationship as boyfriend-girlfriend, I just wanna be bestfriend until now, I don't think that going to happen.

In the 11th grade he found someone attractive and he decided to go steady with her. Can you imagine what it feels like for me? Seeing they going together as gf and bf. And I'm just the invisible girl who barely he don't know at all. Everyone said they were a great couple, and you can't even imagine how was my heart that time. It was breaking into a pieces. Since that I'm the sick girl inside.

In the 12th grade the finally breaking up, But hey I wasn't feeling happy at all. I'm still have a feeling for him and its hard to get away. I'm still dreaming about him, still stalking his twider and his facebook. Care about his future and his feeling. I'm still can't get over it.  I'm still the sick girl.

Xoxo This Girl

Introducing me

I'm a teenager lately, I still have 3 years more though. So, I'm a student of International high school (don't mean to brag) in a small city. I'm the religious kind of girl, I guess. At least I'm trying to close to Allah. It's actually have been 6 months, well technically it was started at new year. Ya know! like changing my self to be a better person. But I'm still me okay, still the crazy moody girl which have a big wart on her nose.

Xoxo This Girl